How It Feels (original video & comments)

I made this video in 2009 to explain how it feels to have your own child torn from you after it has died in utero, from stillbirth, or from crib death.  Losing a child in infancy is so difficult, but for me it was even more difficult not being able to hold them or say goodbye to them. And yet, I must say that it was in those times that I had to cling tightly to my Heavenly Father and trust that my little ones were safe in His hands and that I am still safe in His arms as well -- that He will never leave me or forsake me!