Someday I'll find a way I can express
The feelings for which I don't have a name.
Someday I'll find a way out of this mess,
And prob'ly into one that's just the same.
For who's to say I'll ever find success.
Do I deserve the joy that others find?
Do I deserve a bit of happiness,
Or is pain my lot in life by design?
Did I do something wrong that placed a curse
Upon my life, so I cannot break free?
Did I survive the hell so something worse
Could plague my thoughts and haunt my memory?
Someday I'll find a way, if possible . . .
If only I could conquer my own will.
The feelings for which I don't have a name.
Someday I'll find a way out of this mess,
And prob'ly into one that's just the same.
For who's to say I'll ever find success.
Do I deserve the joy that others find?
Do I deserve a bit of happiness,
Or is pain my lot in life by design?
Did I do something wrong that placed a curse
Upon my life, so I cannot break free?
Did I survive the hell so something worse
Could plague my thoughts and haunt my memory?
Someday I'll find a way, if possible . . .
If only I could conquer my own will.
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